Tell It Like It Is 

  • By Karen Nowak
  • 11 Feb, 2016

The Unconditional Truth

Brandy, my Morgan mare has never minced words with me or anyone else. She is as straightforward as they come.

She can size up a person or situation in a heartbeat and immediately tell you her opinion on it. There’s no lag time in this girl’s response.

Horses read our energy long before we get close. Many have learned to shut out, cope, or even be okay with what a human brings along to interactions with them.

None of which is Brandy. She speaks her mind.

Many years back a friend had been riding Brandy on a regular basis. We had planned to go riding, expecting things to be as they always had. They were not that day. I felt something was different from the moment my friend arrived. I just couldn’t identify what it was. But Brandy could. She wouldn’t let the woman near her for love or money. This was very unusual behavior between them.

It would have been easy to blame her behavior on not wanting to go or a myriad of other reasons. Knowing my girl as I did and her basically shouting at me to hear what she was saying, I asked what was going on.

Her response was “You do it”. Not exactly the answer to my question but I had learned to trust what I heard from her. I knew I would either figure it out or she would tell me more.

Up until that point I had been getting my other horse Chris ready to go.I loaded Chris in the trailer and went and asked my friend if I could try. Brandy was fine with me. I haltered her and in the trailer she went.

In the half hour drive to our destination it had become very clear my friend was holding a lot of emotion in, and trying, unsuccessfully, to ignore it. I asked her if there was something going on in her life that she was worried about. I remained silent as she told me of some upcoming physical test she was worried about. I continued to listen as she released fear of the test and outcome.

We arrived at our destination both curious how Brandy would be. We would have switched horses if necessary. I unloaded both horses. I asked Brandy what she wanted. She said my friend could ride her now because she had let go of what she was holding.

After that Brandy was her normal self.

Putting A Hoof Down

There have been many occasions that Brandy put her hoof down about what she was willing to carry. On several occasions she told me to get rid of the crap I insisted on holding on too with a death grip, before I even consider riding her.

It was many years later after I had moved to Montana from New England that she looked at me and said “ Don’t ask me to carry you emotionally. I won’t do it”.

I had depended on her heavily for helping me through all the turmoil of moving 2500 miles from friends and family. I had already begun to dread the day she would be gone from my life. Brandy told me “change that” your wasting time.

It is then she taught me to be responsible for myself, my emotions. They weren’t hers to carry.

That was the second time I had heard a similar message. After the passing of my mare Chris she told me she “couldn’t carry me anymore” emotionally that is. I only heard then what I was ready for. Chris had facilitated the first crack in my armor.  

Brandy made sure I took it off. She would accept no less.

It wasn’t easy at the start and sometimes can still be tough. I learned that to place blame, emotions, and or our life on anyone else prevented me and anyone involved from BEING WHOLE.

An opinionated Morgan has taught me to be aware of what I bring to my relationship with anyone. Am I always successful in recognizing it from the start? No.

I can rest assured though Brandy will tell me if she’s involved.

Thanks to her I am working on recognizing the more subtle things I bring to Butternut and Annie that they don't so easily tell me.  Butter you have to watch for it, she is a horse of few words. Annie I am learning her special dialect in what she is communicating.

How do your animals communicate? What are they telling you?

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Her death had left me emotionally devastated. I wasn’t aware of all she had been in my life. Without conditions. The hurt seemed stronger than losing humans I had been close to. It wasn’t until the loss of my parents, that I was able to experience the difference.

Only then could I understand it was judgments I made, and the perspective I took that kept me in emotional pain about the difference.

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I matured in many ways on her back. She had my heart and supported me, as I matured into an adult with a federal job and a mortgage.

I became more confident in many areas of my life, from riding her. I trusted her with my heart and life. She knew me in ways no human could. When on her back our energy fields become one. I could never hide my feelings from her, she always knew what my heart didn’t always want my head to know. Chris knew things about me no human could see. She judged none of it.
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Finding lost animals is wrought with fear, anxiety, panic and lack of control.

If the animal has escaped to go out on a jaunt it could include joy on their side not on yours. There are as many variables, emotions, and situations as there are animals.

We as the human know the inherent dangers of what could happen. They on the other hand, such as in the case of a Beagle, may be just following a scent. Something they were bred to do, unaware of the dangers that might surround them.
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I was living in WoodstockValley, CT when I received the call from the PWD Rescue that they had a female they wanted to place that had “issues,” I didn’t let it deter me. My other PWD had personality to spare and wefelt he would like a companion,as our other dog was very old.
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" Oh, I feel so stuck"
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I'm stuck and I can't seem to move out of being stuck"

And a million other variations on STUCK, IMMOVABLE energy.
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By Karen Nowak 13 Feb, 2017
 Answering this question honestly, and changing yourapproach if necessary, contributes to you building a well-rounded health-care plan for your animal. Waiting until an illness or disease arises places you in a position of reacting, and not in the optimum mind-set to make informed decisions based on research. Creating a holistic approach involves incorporating the concept that both you and your animal are more than just
physical beings. Traditional medicine addresses physical symptoms. Alternative modalities encompass the mental and emotional aspects that present themselves in the body as imbalances, known as diseases.
By Karen Nowak 17 Oct, 2016
I am often asked the question “Why does losing my cat (dog, horse etc) hurt worse than losing humans in my life? I feel guilty because it hurts more.”

When I was asked that question I thought back to the death my horse, Chris, to find the answer.

Her death had left me emotionally devastated. I wasn’t aware of all she had been in my life. Without conditions. The hurt seemed stronger than losing humans I had been close to. It wasn’t until the loss of my parents, that I was able to experience the difference.

Only then could I understand it was judgments I made, and the perspective I took that kept me in emotional pain about the difference.

Chris and I had come together at a pivotal time of personal growth and change. No human knew how insecure I felt on the inside during that time of my life.

I matured in many ways on her back. She had my heart and supported me, as I matured into an adult with a federal job and a mortgage.

I became more confident in many areas of my life, from riding her. I trusted her with my heart and life. She knew me in ways no human could. When on her back our energy fields become one. I could never hide my feelings from her, she always knew what my heart didn’t always want my head to know. Chris knew things about me no human could see. She judged none of it.
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If you have ever had an animal that went missing,even for a few minutes, you have experienced the many emotions that take over.
Finding lost animals is wrought with fear, anxiety, panic and lack of control.

If the animal has escaped to go out on a jaunt it could include joy on their side not on yours. There are as many variables, emotions, and situations as there are animals.

We as the human know the inherent dangers of what could happen. They on the other hand, such as in the case of a Beagle, may be just following a scent. Something they were bred to do, unaware of the dangers that might surround them.
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Rocky and Mia,  brother and sister Puggles, have been at Freedom Reins for about a month now.

Understanding their new life has come at their own pace. Life changed dramatically, the day they were surrendered to the shelter in St Maries ID. That day did not make them victims.
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Healing yourself, not blaming the outside world, clearing up your language of negativity in all thoughts, forgiving yourself, taking responsibility for what you have created, not judging what you have created, just to name a few are part of transformation to a higher vibration of self. These and many others are imperative to moving into the life you desire.

Healing and balancing your mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical bodies is also crucial at this time of unprecedented change.
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Thousands of years ago, cats were worshipped as gods. Cats have never forgotten this.
— Anonymous

Owners of dogs have noticed that, if you provide a dog with food, water, shelter and affection, they will think you are god. Whereas owners of cats are compelled to realize that, if you provide a cat with food, water, shelter and affection, they draw the conclusion that they are gods.
―Christopher Hitchens, The Portable Atheist: Essential Readings for the Nonbeliever
By Karen Nowak 20 May, 2016

Some will say this is a faery tale, but being about a very real feline, who shall we say does not embody the demure attributes of a faery, It, is simply, a Tale of a Tail.

Charlie, the main feline of this tail, lived with my aunt for many years. Coming in a long line of very large yellow cats my aunt had in her life, all named Charlie, he was of indeterminate age in the records. The Charlie this tale is about was the last my aunt would have on this earth. . My matante and Charlie lived together for many years, always sharing their daily meals. My aunt holding the food in her hand, and Charlie obligingly eating it. They shared an interesting diet. what my Aunt ate, Charlie ate. The selection was large and varied, donuts to water chestnuts, could be found on the menu. Their favorite delectable delight, unanimously voted upon, was most assuredly pepperoni. Hardly a balanced diet for a cat. But both were full and happy, Charlie not being your normal cat. After all, this feline, ALWAYS got what he wanted. Charles Persistent T Cat being his full name.

By Karen Nowak 20 Apr, 2016
These were the words of wisdom that my dog Moxie, originally known as Noni, spoke to me well into our relationship. Moxie was a
Portuguese Water Dog (PWD). What set her apart was that she was born with everything the breed didn’t want. She was improperly coated, had short legs, and a unique head. Some felt she was an embarrassment to the breed and should be euthanized. 

I was living in WoodstockValley, CT when I received the call from the PWD Rescue that they had a female they wanted to place that had “issues,” I didn’t let it deter me. My other PWD had personality to spare and wefelt he would like a companion,as our other dog was very old.
By Karen Nowak 05 Apr, 2016
What language do you use with yourself throughout your life? Is it one based in uncertainty and imperfection? Or, ever growing trust in self?

Wanting and Choosing are Two Different Things
Universal energy does not see wanting something as choosing something. It responds to “wanting” by remaining in a state of wanting.

Implied Additional Meaning
Filling your request with negative connotations will not get you what you desire.

Statements such as “Universe, I don’t want to live in lack. I don’t want be alone, anymore. I am tired of being sick; I don’t want to feel this way anymore” hold implied meaning of what you believe to be true. There is no room for more than one meaning. Your belief, and the feeling attached to it, will always trump, win, and create your reality.
By Karen Nowak 08 Mar, 2016
Do you find yourself saying any of these things or variations thereof when you feel stuck? Often not even knowing the reason.

" Oh, I feel so stuck"
I am so stuck"
I'm stuck and I can't seem to move out of being stuck"

And a million other variations on STUCK, IMMOVABLE energy.
More Posts
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