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Joan rediscovered the energy connection between horse and rider that
she had known years ago with a beloved mare.
I've been re-invented as a horsewoman a few times: Starting as
a toddler member of the universal order of females who know they will NEVER
outgrow the passion for horses they were born with, I've posed as a Serious
Dressage Student, weekend long-distance competitor, cowgirl roper, and post
menopausal now-and-Zen trail rider.
All the hats, seats and breeds have fit moderately well, but
the most enduring and authentic times I've had were fifteen years and several
moves ago when I rode my mare bareback and bridle-less at dusk around my fields
and woods with complete confidence and congruence. I'm not a horse guru and I
didn't whisper to my mare. But, naively, I developed a connection with her over
time that was as deep and intimate, and now missed, as the one that must have
existed with my mother before my umbilical cord broke.
It seems important to mention what happened with my now-dead
mare because neither before nor after my twilight rides with her has anything
like the merged body/mind connection we shared occurred. And I've tried to go
there again with lots of other horses, my own or others, winning some silver and
blues, accomplishing games or gaits that satisfied but didn't have a pulse.
Until Karen Nowak, Master Reiki practitioner recently guided
me through a mounted meditation on Poet, her husband's warmblood I often ride, I
hadn't sensed the depth of seeking and finding I once felt. It doesn't matter my
own belief system or how just-a-bit dubious I felt insighting on someone else's
horse, because I can say that to travel humbly through your own and a horses
energy system while you are astride is an unconditional act of love. I recommend
the journey to anyone at any level of equestrian pursuit as a way to help
clarify a riding relationship and find ones ground from a horses back. While you
hold the reins, let Karen offer you her good hands
Joan Muller, Woodstock Ct
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